meeting with god
and god kept his word. the meeting at 12...
i stumbled upon my old passion journals. i opened it to enter into my past - full of faith and trust, and my scribblings in service with chloe. it's those moments you want to take in a deep breath and soak in the feeling.
the answers just appear before me. answers to the questions i've asked today. answers to the questions of discipleship. answers to the questions of love. (i have true love waits sermon notes from...sec2 i think)
and i did love so uninhibitedly back then.
i loved;
- because you were always there to just smile and ask if i was okay
- because you asked before you squirted water over my head (and i said yes)
- because the straws didn't matter; the hugs did
- because you never let me be
- because we really cared about each other
- because we lived in that fairytale of castles in the sky
rahhh. i don't know. i think i know not how to love. i fear i know not what love is, nor how to give it.
yet...i'm sure, and i know, that i love you. [:
(there are many you's in this post. they may not be the same person. they may not be female. they may be referring to a higher being. happy figuring!)
12:11 AM
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